Wednesday, December 7, 2011

Scared

I'm scared that I'm gonna falling for you, for long. The way you subtly let your hand rest on the small of my back, your goofy smile, try to imitate voice like a horse, all must be erased from my memory before it's too late.
B U T I T ' S T O O L A T E.
I know we can never be and it's just too complicated for me.
F O R M E.
I need you to give me either a reason to stop, or a reason to let myself fall completely.
I think and think and think. And I wonder, "is it good for me to be this this? and seems unfair?"
I just want to say, I'm sorry I got so attached to you.
I know it probably makes you uncomfortable.
You wouldn't believe how happy I am when I can be there for you.
I love you because you actually cared about me at a time when no one else did.
So thank you for caring about me.
I will always love you even it kills me inside. :)